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Okay here we go...does
anybody really read this? Oh well...chapter
one! The Basics: I was born and raised
in a little grass shack in Hawaii and I am writing
to you with the coconut computer I made...hahhahh
(You'd be surprised at the questions I get!)
I love it! But anyway,more about me. I guess
you could say I'm a complex girl living in a
simple world, or is it the other way around?
Sometimes I'm so misunderstood ..well that may
have to do with the fact that I never used to
talk much. Now you can't shut me up and people
still don't understand a damn thing I say! I
speak with my heart, I give with my all. Some
people say I'm a sucker for love...I don't disagree.
I get burned a lot because somehow guys think
I'm a game..well I don't want to play anymore.
I refuse to be that naive. If you look deep
inside this bitter girl, you'll see that I have
many passions. I have this great passion for
writing. It is my outlet away from this sometimes
crazy world. Like I said, I never used to talk
much. Everything I was too shy to say out loud,
I've said on paper..now this is yours. I'm not
too shy anymore. Chapter Two: Time for school! All through my educated life, I never quite knew where I fit in. I was one of those that never belonged to any special category. I was kind of just...THERE. I blended right in with the background. Holding on to my binder, tight across my chest, I walked the halls with a loss of identity. I acted the way people wanted me to act, I dressed the way I thought people wanted me to dress and I'd wonder why I didn't know who I was or what I was becoming. I hated school and I couldn't wait to break out! Now that it's over, I realize that maybe I wasn't supposed to fit in after all :) |
Chapter Three: The working girl: Believe it or not, my first job was a paper boy, girl...whatever! It ran in the family. My two older brothers did it so me being just one of the guys, I decided to do it too! I made my first investment at a very young age with that hard earned money...I bought stock! It sucks to be in elementary school sitting in class thinking "Damn that Intel is down two points!" My next job was at a diner...that job seriously lasted as long as this sentence. Next! ...Ahh Group Shots. Now this was a job! I modeled as a little hula girl going around and taking pictures with the tourists...Hey maybe some of you out there already have pictures of you and I! Awesome! But honestly I met some of my best friends working there..and a relationship that lasted two years. Good times. In between I had other jobs...Macy's, Doctors offices..yada yada yada..but somehow the strip bar was calling! No I wasn't a stripper...just a cocktease waitress! Hahhha. Oh the money was great but I just wanted to see some naked ladies ;) Now I am a school health aide and I guess that brings me to my next chapter. Chapter Four: The Vision: As I sat in my office, I knew this wasn't it. Was I destined to be trapped in this office the rest of my life? Hell No! I don't want to grow old here with nothing to show for. I had dreams, and then I made plans. Everything I wanted, every skill I had pointed in one direction and being where I was, gave me the drive to build. And I built...with every free minute of every free day..I built. And then I had a friend. I called one of my very best friends and said " I know what I want to do now, are you with me?" And she's had my back ever since! A lot of people said we couldn't do it...why are you working so hard?..We've heard it all. But it seems like we did it didn't we...I wonder what they have to say now? |